oh well, i ran my br up to 500, then back down to 30 and now after a guy goes all in against my nut flush i'm at 80$ on sun, thankfully RB will be around 120$,

so if for a change i can stay disciplined, play only when i'm in good shape, then i should be able to rebuild.

But first i have to do all those things and stop playing reckless poker in the evenings or when i have a big stack. Oh well hard earned lessons, hopefully they will get to me this time (last year i went from 120$ to 1k then back to 0 on pokerstars also thanks to reckless play and mtt donking)

Will i ever learn?