Today was possibly one of the worst days in my life.

My relationship with my nearest and dearest friend is beginning to grow uneasy.

I go to the casino in a rotten mood and lose $400.

I get drenched on the way back to the car to add insult to injury.

I am now broke and my car is running on empty, literally, and figuratively.

I post this because I am closing a chapter in my life.

I love this game, but am sick of living and breathing it. My mind is hurting, my relationships suffering and my finances whittling away.

Good night, going to cry myself to sleep.