Monday June 4th.

Okay so its been a week now of my new routine, that is eating well and doing weight training 4 times a week. Its certainly brought a me to a nice routine. I say nice because I thrive on routine. Some people prefer to be carefree and without commitments – this is me down to a tee, which is why I need routine all the more.. My default setting is v v. laid back, take it easy and more or less only do what I want to at any given exact moment. My daddy once said if I was any more laid back I would fall over, lol he really did. Anyway it’s for those reasons I need to force a routine upon myself or things get totally out of control. So far I’ve stuck to it 100%, this is without alcohol though, if I go out on the piss one night it ruins anything I been trying to achieve for about 3 days. But eh, I defo not gonna stop drinking so yanno.

Poker has been a bitch to me of late, in cash games I experienced my first 4 buy in loss since my Ali like return to the ring....games. To which my response was to promptly withdraw all my money from the site lol. In Mtts I’m prolly playing my best I have ever, and I’m regularly going deep, but for every mtt I do well in there is at least 1 that I enter with no real interest in or desire to even mildly focus on. This has to stop… I mean why enter if I’m not going to try my best to win? Haven’t played any cash since last Wednesday, I don’t really ever seem to last long playing cash games, I tend to freak and withdraw everything. It just scares me when u can lose so much in a single hand… if I put my mind to It I think I could learn to cope with the swings and become better at them, but I don’t believe this is what I will do. IMO the big money is in mtts unless you have a huge enormous bankroll and can play and sustain the beats of v high buy in cash games. As far as not playing shit in mtts and playing them and not trying goes I have one solution that seemingly is working for the last 2 days. Only play them if I really want to, otherwise do a sng. So I’ve been playing more sng’s recently , mainly the $109 non turbo’s on stars… there is a fair amount of play in these and I think I can expect a roi above 10%. But time will tell.

I did another entry about a week ago but when I posted it it was deleted so I could not be fecked writing it all over again. Now I am gonna play a few sngs, and if im feeling it I may do the nighly later on. Congrats to Craig, or crack as he is known on thp, who won a seat to the wsop….

Thanks for reading and gl.

Wish I had your skill in tournaments. I'm still waiting for a $1000+ cash in a MTT. I don't think I have the patience you do. Best of luck in your endeavors.